1. Explore the ways in which First Person satirizes the publishing industry. How would you describe the atmosphere at STP Publishing? To what extent does Kif Kehlmann view his work on Siegfried Heidl’s memoir as a symptom of the industry’s decline? How does the novel’s epigraph comment on this theme?
2. What is toxoplasmosis? Why do you think Heidl is so fascinated by it?
3. Who is Ray? How do he and Kif know each other? Why does he advise Kif not to tell Heidl anything about himself? How does his relationship with Heidl alter the course of his life? How would you characterize Ray’s attitude in the final conversation he and Kif have?
4. What do we learn about Heidl’s crimes? What remains opaque? Why might Flanagan have chosen not to reveal all of the details?
5. Examine the connection between deception, truth, and trust as it is depicted in the novel. Is there such thing as absolute truth? To what extent is truth defined by belief? How does Heidl exploit the trusting nature of others?
6. Describe the effect that Heidl has on those around him. How does he draw them into his orbit? What happens to people once they become close to him? Consider, as you answer this question, his relationships with Kif, Ray, and Pia Carnevale.
7. Who is Brett Garrett? Who is Eric Knowles? What were their connections to Heidl? What clues does Flanagan offer us about their fates?
8. Describe Heidl’s worldview. How does he understand goodness, evil, and morality? What motivates him? What reasons does he give for wanting to end his life?
9. Explore the theme of memory as it is depicted in the novel. How does memory operate? Are memories ever reliable? What purpose do memories serve?
10. Who is Tomas Tebbe? How would you describe his philosophy? Why do you think his words resonate so deeply with Heidl?
11. Describe the final slide Pia and Kif view on the carousel. What is its significance? Why do Pia and Kif decide to ignore it? What does the photo come to represent to Kif?
12. Examine Kif’s relationship with Suzy. What first draws him to her? How does his work with Heidl—and his role in his death—affect their relationship?
13. Explore the theme of success as it is depicted in the novel. What constitutes success and what are its markers? What is the cost of success? Does Kif ever achieve success? Consider, as you answer this question, Kif’s work with Heidl, his own unpublished novel, and his work in the television industry.
14. Examine Kif’s career in television. How does he get his big break? How does he characterize the culture of the industry? Does he find happiness working in television? Why or why not?
15. What is Dying to Know, and why do you think Kif calls it “the closest [he’s] ever come to autobiography” (page 321)?
16. Consider the novel’s title. To whom—or what—do you think it refers?
17. How do you interpret the conclusion of the novel? Is this the ending you expected? What does it suggest about Kif’s reliability as a narrator?