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I Wished by Dennis Cooper
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Sep 14, 2021 | ISBN 9781641293044

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Praise for I Wished

A Vogue Best Book of Fall
One of Lithub’s ”22 Novels You Need to Read this Fall”

“May just be his most surreal, disturbing, vulnerable work yet (which is saying a lot).”

“Whatever Cooper represents in the landscape of contemporary literature, he’s without a doubt one of the most vital and important writers to emerge in the past 50 years, and his genius goes far beyond mere taboo-breaking (although it’s very difficult to read one of his deadpan, hardcore novels and not walk away a few degrees less innocent than you were on page one). Cooper’s books are dissection tables of desire; they take a bone saw to the dreams, sexual fantasies, obsessions, youthful delusions, and myths of fame and individuality that have come to define our private and public selves.”
Interview Magazine

I Wished is not an easy book by any means, but is in some way a balm to those who also carry the weight of loss, the acknowledgement of how heavy it can be, and how it is also proof of having lived and loved. It is a book about what to do with that weight, how to carry it, how to honor it.”

“[I Wished] reads like a kaleidoscopic fever dream . . . Throughout its splintered storylines, Cooper touches on the concept of the unknowable, mourning, and the innate failure of language.”

“There are few writers like Dennis Cooper.”
—AnOther Magazine

“A literary homage to his friend and lover, Cooper fans and followers will revel in the depth, despair, and cathartic release this elegiac book strives for and unforgettably achieves in spades.”
—The Bay Area Reporter

“Revisits the story of the great love of Cooper’s life . . . I Wished distinguishes itself for its vulnerability and reflection.”

“A deep, troubling, yet ultimately beautiful meditation on loss, art, love, and motivation.”
Southwest Review

“To reduce I Wished to a memoir about loss, trauma, and grief would be an unforgivable crime against literature. While the inspiration for the book comes from a place of loss and trauma, it is an astonishing work of art that poses the unsettling but necessary question of whether it is truly possible to write about loss and do it justice.”

“A poignant and haunting elegy to a figure that has loomed large in Cooper’s imagination since dying by suicide at age 30. The phantasmagorical qualities make every page a thrilling revelation, even for readers unfamiliar with the George Miles cycle of books. It is a beautiful, maddening riddle about love and what is set adrift in its wake . . . A disquieting and magnetic feat of fiction.”
—Shelf Awareness

“Surreal and elegiac.”
Publishers Weekly, Starred Review

“An elegy for a friend, lover, and muse that resists conventions of storytelling and expands the possibilities of the novel form with daring and vulnerability . . .  Cooper’s urgency to relate his friend’s story is felt in every word, image, and narrative move; even the most oddball structural decisions possess tremendous power.”
Kirkus Reviews, Starred Review

Praise for Dennis Cooper

“[A] brilliant, triumphantly lurid writer as well as a supremely talented, elegant stylist whose prose is smart and nervy. He might also be the last literary outlaw in mainstream American fiction.”
—Bret Easton Ellis

“In another country or another era, Dennis Cooper’s books would be circulated in secret, explosive samizdat editions that friends and fans would pass around and savor like forbidden absinthe . . . This is high-risk literature.”
The New York Times Book Review

“His work belongs with the likes of Poe, the Marquis de Sade, Charles Baudelaire, and Georges Bataille, other writers who argued with mortality.”
San Francisco Chronicle

“Cooper is a profoundly original American visionary, and the most important transgressive literary artist since Burroughs . . . An American master.”

“Cooper’s synaesthetic subliminal metaphors should be outlawed, so quickly and lethally do they sink into your subconscious.”

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