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As Many Nows as I Can Get

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As Many Nows as I Can Get by Shana Youngdahl
Aug 20, 2019 | 432 Pages
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“A daring, inventive story about love and loss and longing, reminding us that every choice can be a new chance. A dazzling, not-to-be-missed debut.” —Kathleen Glasgow, author of Girl in Pieces

“Vivid.” —

“You’ll speed read through [it].” —PopSugar

“Real relationships, timeless loss, and a story you won’t forget.” —Huntley Fitzpatrick, author of My Life Next Door

“Good plot twists and surprising emotional connections . . . The writing is John Green–like, intelligent and peppered with witty repartee. Recommended.” —Booklist

★ “Grief, addiction, first loves, and traveling an unplanned road are among the many themes explored in this debut novel. . . . Heartfelt yet often sardonic . . . deeply authentic . . . [and] marvelously complex . . . [A] smart, poignant story that . . . readers shouldn’t miss.” Kirkus (starred review)

“If you like HBO’s Euphoria? You should give this a try.” —Culturess

“Mystery . . . Heartbreak . . . Hope . . . Readers will not be able to put this one down.” SLJ

“A complex, compassionately written love story.” —Publishers Weekly

“This heartbreaking, exquisitely crafted story captures the moments of intersection between choice and regret, the circular nature of grief, and everything that is nuanced about being a person.” —Estelle Laure, author of This Raging Light

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