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If by Lise Marzouk
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Oct 29, 2019 | ISBN 9781590510971

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“The author documents her fears, doubts and tender memories of caring for a sick son and two other children.” —New York Times Book Review

“[Marzouk’s] determination and sheer willpower to endure this ordeal shine through on nearly every page…A powerful, emotionally resonant memoir.” —Kirkus Reviews

“Out of a mother’s tragedy comes a full scope of emotions, thoughts, and strategies for combatting the unbearable pain and sorrow of possibly losing her child. It is with a raw honesty and intricate precision that Lise Marzouk shares her terrifying experience.” —Cécile David-Weill, author of Parents Under the Influence: Words of Wisdom from a Former Bad Mother

“Powerful…gripping…takes your breath away.” —La République des livres
“A masterful work, a hymn to love.” —L’Infirmière magazine
“A beautiful story…Admirable in its precision and delicacy.” —Le Monde des livres

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